yesterday was the day. i told him through an sms , or rather, asked," Do you like me, more than just a friend?" i really mastered a lot of courage to be able to ask that question, which is something i've longed to ask, since long ago. i made up my mind to ask him that after o'levels and regardless of his answer, start my life anew. I remembered sometime in December that i had typed out a whole long sms and hesitated when i was to hit the 'send' button. In the end, all courage failed and i did not send the sms. In a blink of an eye, 7 months have passed dince and i finally got the courage to ask. I have to admit, i'm very timid and without courage.
okay, back to what happened yesterday. He replied, " ob cos, you're great, Maria!" I almost fainted in desperation. What is the meaning of that reply? it's like in between a yes and a no, did he not get what i was trying to ask? was he a freak alright? hmm.. i was too livid even to reply his sms. When i thought all was lost, he actually messaged me again. His mentioned something about dinner which i did not pay much attention to, because what caught my attention was what he said at the end. " so, am i more than just your good friend?"
Well perhaps i was glad, but i did not want to reply with something as straightforward as a " yes, i like you" when he nearly made me die out of anger a few minutes ago. i replied with something like, " what do you want me to say? of course, you're great?" i didn't think so much then, he had gotten on my nerves and i was not in a calm state of mind.
His next reply made my day, hmm, or night, actually. haha. He said," tell you on the phone is very bad, you want to watch harry potter? yea?"
And i melted. he liked me. The feeling was so sweeeeet. i mearly screamed but in fear of alerting my mum who was in the living room, i gave tiny squeeks of excitement instead. 11 july, my day, our day.