Moody

What exactly are friends? Hiaxx.. are they neccessary? Are they a must? I really don't know. Haixx.. i feel really lonely in JC. I have friends, of course, but all of them are not people who are best friends with only me. Take Ren Jie, sometimes i feel that she is on more familiar terms with yu Dian and i feel that sometimes she just wants me to get out of her way so that she can have more time to talk to Yu Dian. I know, this sounds childish and foolish. Isn't this something that only happens between couples? Well sadly no.. hahahaa
Yesterday i was quite sick, but luckily, i'm alive and well again today. =) I have GP essay to do.. but Ms Phua wants us to write a quality essay. I'm so unsure of myself, what if i fall way below her expectations? What should I do then? Will she pressurize me to do better? I really don't know how to cope in her class, sometimes I feel suffocated...